Why do you want the one thing you will never have? The one thing that makes you more happy then anything on this planet, the thing that can never say the wrong thing, the thing that completes my every day. He controls my every heart beat and every tear that I shed. I will never know why he does this to me but I really don’t care he is the cause of my every smile. I love him but I can’t say he is mine. He is my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. If only he knew my love for him. If only I didn’t love him.
This is painful